The Big Three-Oh.
Am I having a party, you ask?
No party for moi.
I've found a new way to celebrate
this special milestone.
I'm going to prison.
Sure I am.
When the fear gets too large I claw my thoughts back
To what we had.
What we shared before we did IT.
I wish he were here with me.
I would find strength and love in just one look from him.
But I've never been a logical person have I?
If Zack were with me
I wouldn't be in this fix.
He's the reason I'm going to prison.
They say I murdered him.
There's no such thing as 'mercy killing' in this state.
My 'mercy' has come back to sting me - hard.
The rest of my life will be a nightmare.
I'll have plenty of time
to think about what I've done.
But I'd do it all again.
Tell me what you think...